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ReviewReviewReviewReviewReviewFragile Things [Short Fictions and Wonders]Oct 1, '06 10:37 AM
for everyone
Category:Books
Genre: Literature & Fiction
Author:Neil Gaiman
I think the reason I appreciate Gaiman so much is because we've got the same sense of imagination. Somewhere along the book's intro, he talks about people asking him what his inspiration for writing is, or where he gets his ideas and his answer is: from my head. Well duh, if you think about it, because it's your imagination that will eventually drag stories from you. Only difference between him and me is that he documents them and I don't.

I also like Gaiman a lot because each story of his that you read is uniquely him - there are certain elements that repeat itself over and over - yet you feel each time that it's new. That these words don't seem contrived or deja vu.

Fragile things is a collection of prose and poetry of diverse works that speak from different genres. Romantic, humorous, fantasy, myth, but all dark in nature. There are thirty one works in all, with several winning Best Short Story awards from various organizations.

Instead of a commentary on each of the stories, I'm just going to plagiarize the one I liked best. I read this from a ripped page of some magazine several years back, and I could never remember its title. The story really got to me though, and it seems that his take on hell is a lot more like Dante's take on purgatory. It's all fragmented imagination but it hits the spot just right.


Other People - by Neil Gaiman

"Time is fluid here," said the demon.

He knew it was a demon the moment he saw it. He knew it, just as he knew the place was Hell. There was nothing else that either of them could have been.

The room was long, and the demon waited by a smoking brazier at the far end. A multitude of objects hung on the rock-gray walls, of the kinds that it would not have been wise or reassuring to inspect too closely. The ceiling was low, the floor oddly insubstantial.

"Come close," said the demon, and he did.

The demon was rake thin and naked. It was deeply scarred, and it appeared to have been flayed at some time in the distant past. It had no ears, no sex. Its lips were thin and ascetic, and its eyes were a demon’s eyes: they had seen too much and gone too far, and under their gaze he felt less important than a fly.

“What happens now?” he asked.

“Now,” said the demon, in a voice that carried with it no sorrow, no relish, only a dreadful flat resignation, “you will be tortured.”

“For how long?”

But the demon shook its head and made no reply. It walked slowly along the wall, eyeing first one of the devices that hung there, then another. At the far end of the wall, by the closed door, was a cat-o’-nine-tails made of frayed wire. The demon took it down with one three-fingered hand and walked back, carrying it reverently. It placed the wire tines onto the brazier, and stared at them as they began to heat up.

“That’s inhuman.”

“Yes.”

The tips of the cat’s tails were glowing a dead orange.

As the demon raised its arm to deliver the first blow, it said, “In time you will remember even this moment with fondness.”

“You are a liar.”

“No,” said the demon. “The next part,” it explained, in the moment it brought down the cat, “is worse.”

Then the tines of the cat landed on the man’s back with a crack and a hiss, tearing through the expensive clothes, burning and rending and shredding as they struck, and, not for the last time in that place, he screamed.

When, finally, the Lazarene’s Daughter, which he had grown to know intimately, had been cleaned and replaced on the wall in the two hundred and eleventh position, then, through wrecked lips, he gasped, “Now what?”

“Now,” said the demon, “the true pain begins.”

It did.

Everything he had ever done that had been better left undone. Every little lie he had told – told to himself, or told to others. Every little hurt, and all the great hurts. Each one was pulled out of him, detail by detail, inch by inch. The demon stripped away the cover of forgetfulness, stripped everything down to the truth, and it hurt more than anything.

“Tell me what you thought as she walked out the door,” said the demon.

“I thought my heart was broken.”

“No,” said the demon, without hate, “you didn’t.” It stared at him with expressionless eyes, and he was forced to look away.

“I thought, now she’ll never know I’ve been sleeping with her sister.”

The demon took apart his life, moment by moment, instant to awful instant. It lasted a hundred years, perhaps, or a thousand – they had all the time there ever was, in that gray room – and toward the end he realized that the demon had been right. The physical torture had been kinder.

And it ended.

And once it had ended, it began again. There was a self-knowledge there that he had not had the first time, which somehow made everything worse.

Now, as he spoke, he hated himself. There were no lies, no evasions, no room for anything except the pain and the anger.

He spoke. He no longer wept. And when he finished, a thousand years later, he prayed that now the demon would go to the wall, and bring down the skinning knife, or the choke-pear, or the screws.

“Again,” said the demon.

He began to scream. He screamed for a long time.

“Again,” sad the demon, when he was done, as if nothing had been said.

It was like peeling an onion. This time through his life he learned about the consequences. He learned the results of things he had done; things he had been blind to as he did them; the ways he had hurt the world; the damage he had done to people he had never known, or met, or encountered. It was the hardest lesson yet.

“Again,” said the demon, a thousand years later.

He crouched on the floor, beside the brazier, rocking gently, his eyes closed, and he told the story of his life, re-experiencing it as he told it, from birth to death, changing nothing, leaving nothing out, facing everything. He opened his heart.

When he was done, he sat there, eyes closed, waiting for the voice to say, “Again,” but nothing was said. He opened his eyes.

Slowly he stood up. He was alone.

At the far end of the room, there was a door, and as he watched, it opened.

A man stepped through the door. There was terror in the man’s face, and arrogance, and pride. The man, who wore expensive clothes, took several hesitant steps into the room, and then stopped.

When he saw the man, he understood.

“Time is fluid here,” he told the new arrival.


ReviewReviewReviewReviewReviewBoracay Tropics Resort HotelMar 15, '06 1:26 PM
for everyone
Category:Other
WEBSITE AT: http://www.boracaytropics.com

This is a friend's place. In between Station 2 and 3. I haven't been there. Kakabukas pa lang ata. I'm not sure exactly. Hehehe. It was also featured in Tim Yap's show on MTV. For more info, check the website out na lang.

******

On enchanting Boracay Island, an oasis has emerged - BORACAY TROPICS Resort Hotel

Offering restful and recreational pursuits in a setting that is, at once, both idyllic and distinctively world-class.

An oasis that is truly five-star.

THE UTMOST IN COMFORT

A blending of mediterranean and Asian architecture and interiors, the resort's twin hotel buildings serve as the centerpiece of this lush and sprawling landscape.

Boracay Tropics showcases 50 meticulously designed rooms, each one with its own balcony, most of which overlook the refreshing sight of a bean-shaped pool and verdant garden.

44 luxuriously appointed rooms are equipped with airconditioning, cable TV, mini-bar, private shower with hot & cold water, and safety deposit vault.

Separate Cabanas hold 6 suites each with receiving area. Kitchenettes to add to the comfortable amenities in the rooms.


ReviewReviewReviewRevieweurostarJan 30, '06 12:38 AM
for everyone
Category:Other

friday night, around 6ish after dinner at the pizza company we trekked the half kilometer to eurostar. it was drizzling and as we got to the ticket booth the lady made sure we understood that if and when the rain got considerably stronger, the rides would close down. 'sure', we said. 'gusto mo ba bumalik bukas?', i asked monch. she declines so i go ahead and pay for the tickets. friday is already considered a weekend rate. ouch, eight hundred and not even ten minutes.

we entered the gates, excited that all the lights were bright and the rides were on. 'miss, sigurado ka bang hinde matatanggal yung wrist band? papel lang yan eh.', i ask. she doesn't reply. fuck, i think. 'miss, wala bang lockers dito? pano mga gamit namin?'. i show her the paper bags i'm holding. 'wala po', she replies. 'pwede naman iiwan sa kada ride eh'. 'see?', monch says. fuck, i think, again.

there were few folks inside the carnival. all because of the rains i guess. it was good though. less people, less lines. in fact, no lines. if we wanted to ride again, we didn't have to get off. 'kuya, isa pang go', we'd yell out and the operator would start it all over again.

so here are the rides...

the joker
the concept is of a strongarms that works as a baton. the ride turns around on an axis, with 4 seats on each end. depending on where the ride turns, the seats may or may not flip as well. the first flip is always the fastest. i think it's because the ride has to gain momentum to continue all other turns. the thing is around four to five stories high, and it goes at around 60mph (i'm just guessing). whatever it is, it's fast.

i rate it 5 out of 5. especially when it rains. the rain slickens your seat making the ride more thrilling. it's not very dangerous in the sense that you physically don't harm yourself, but the psychological factor is intense. warning though... when going at high speeds, the rain hitting your face gets quite painful. the scariest part about this ride is its height. it's bi-directional so people won't really get dizzy.

colorado river
think EK's log jam albeit on a tiny scale.

i rate it around 1.5 out of 5. it's small, it cute, it's systematic and it does get you wet. the foot pads are better than those in EK but the splash factor just ain't the same. it's a steady, while waiting-for-your-other-rides sort of ride.

flipper
it's a mix of the (EK's former ride) enterprise and the Disney Teacups. Two seats accomodating four are set up side by side on a central axis. The axis rotates, spinning the seats in a circle, while rising to a max of ninety degrees. The seats themselves swing back and forth (left to right), so riders are flung to each side while spinning in a circle. There will be times (at the fastest, one seat out of every three seats so around twice on a full axis rotation... god, am i a geek or what?)

my verdict is a 4 of 5. the ride is a thrill but it just doesn't do anything for me. is it supposed to get you dizzy? get butterflies in your stomach? the duwag fag next to me and i just kept talking the entire time we rode. i like the rush of air though.

booster
rockstar! this is THE ride and i mean THE ride if you want extreme. it's not scary, but FUCK, this ride causes bruising! it's a bit like the flipper but doesn't turn vertically. think... Octopus (forgot which themepark that's in). it just turns round and round while turning the seats round and around as well. the speed of the axis however, literally throws you off your seat and into the safety bars. plus, it throws you side to side as well. (don't worry, all bars are heavily padded.) then suddenly, the entire seat will just flip... forward, backward, even diagonal flips until all you can register are the bright lights, colorful background (this is the ride with a painted lady showing her tits. hahaha.) and incredibly loud sounds.

my verdict is a 5 of 5. i LOVE this ride! loved it that i rode on it twice without getting out! this is the ride that freaked monch out, causing her to puke and puke and puke. hahaha. i got off the ride walking like a drunk. my sense of balance took a minute to work again.

ranger
it's like EK's anchor's away except it goes three-sixty degrees and you're caged in. didn't get to ride this. wrong timing palagi eh. :(

i'd have rated it as a 4 of 5 siguro based on how it looks and it's concept.

bump cars
duh... bump. cars.

my verdict's 5 of 5! i LOVE their bump cars! they're so manouverable (sp?), and can go a full u-turn in the width of two feet. the cars themselves aren't bulky, but i think it would've been better if the bump car area (stadium? arena? tracks?) were larger. this was the ride that had the most people when it was raining. when the rains subsided, monch and i headed over to ride for three rounds (five minutes each, we didn't have to exit our cars) and i kept bumping the european guy (he was kinda cute... hihihi).

ferris wheel
duh... ferris. wheel.

they say it's big. i say not. i think EK's is larger and more majestic. eurostar's has small carriages, and the rotation is SOOO much faster (we went around eight times before we got off). if you have kids, i recommend that you go with them, as the guardrails' pretty low. i hated the placement of the generator for this ride. the thing was directly below when the wheel would go down, blowing a huge gust of smoky heated air upwards. dude, if i wanted pollution, i'd have just gone to edsa... 3 of 5 stars for me.

for kids
there are a few rides for kids... off the top of my head, there's the carousel, a mini anchor's away, a mini flying fiesta, a truck-train set (like in malls).

games
whahe... lugi! most games need four tokens to play. tokens cost twenty-five each. for a chance to get the largest prize (looney tunes themed stuffed toys), you'd have to shell out a hundred bucks. no no. too expensive for a carnival booth game.

food
you'd better have eaten before you go here as the food's not exactly substantial. (on the other hand, if you plan to ride booster or flipper, don't eat at all.) it's mostly country fair food like hotdogs and nachos and stuff. the ride-all-you-can ticket has a voucher for fifty bucks worth of food included so it's not so bad... but here's an example of the prices. mineral water (viva, the one that costs eleven bucks in the store) sells for twenty five. and it's the small one too.

bathrooms
the lavatories are converted lift-vans (freight vans). there are (i think) two in the entire park with each having around five stalls. it's pretty clean, with toilet paper but it's a bit too cramped to change clothes in.

summary
eurostar has two price ranges for adults, a 300 ride-all-you-can pass for weekdays (m-th) and a 400 ride-all-you-can pass for weekends (f-s). the day pass costs 200 bucks. the place itself is pretty small, around two hectares of gravel ground with rides spread all over. if there aren't any lines, you can ride all rides within thirty minutes. the price is a little lofty especially for a theme park with so few rides. it's a 'conyotic perya' as a friend terms it.

learn to befriend the operators. we did and we made the operating booth a 'locker'. hahaha. another thing i noticed is that the rides are operated manually. there isn't a particular stop-and-go. operators pick the direction of the rides, the number of loop, yada yada. i'd probably go there again if with the right crowd, but to make the most of the fee, jut make sure to ride every damned ride at least five times.


ReviewReviewReviewReviewHomeDec 31, '05 12:57 AM
for everyone
Category:Music
Genre: Pop
Artist:Michael Buble
* I'm on vacation and am staying at a beautiful place... but it just isn't home. I miss my bed. I miss my room. I miss my pc. I miss my friends too. The holidays are coming to an end. Waaah!

HOME [lyrics]

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be alright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

ReviewReviewReviewReviewReviewBrave New WorldDec 28, '05 6:01 AM
for everyone
Category:Books
Genre: Literature & Fiction
Author:Aldous Huxley
I finished Brave New World yesterday and reread it today. This must be the... lemme think... 6th or 7th time I've read this book since 6th grade. I didn't really understand it then, and now, I've barely broken ground.

It basically follows the lives of two main characters, Bernard and Lenina, as they go through life in the State, a 'utopian' future where humans are genetically bred depending on their future 'skills' in life.

And not to be a killjoy... I'm summing the points of the State rather than give a spoiler of the book:

01. The State's ultimate goal is no war and no disease. In short, a seemingly unrealistic utopia of sorts several centuries away from now, in the year A.F. 632 (A.F. standing for After Ford, I presume).
02. In order for the State to realize it's goal, it has taken away the following:
- individuality (no freethinkers, multiple 'cloning', island desertations)
- family (the concept of father, mother, womb, birth, are considered repulsive)
- art (no literature or creativity... and no religion either)
- love ("everyone belongs to everyone else")
03. The tools the State uses to ensure peace and health are classifying, human conditioning via genetic manipulation of the fetii, and human conditioning via hypnopaedia.
04. There is also general control of what the citizens do for leisure, and the regulation of soma (think of a happy pill combined with Prozac), a powerful anti-emotion/anti-depressant pill.

When I first read the book, it seemed only too fictional for me. It wasn't possible to realize that sort of world. And then... you think and reflect... and think some more.

The State is highly possible. With the sort of technology we have now, what they do in the Hatchery and Conditioning Centre can be done. Personally, I believe the providing Alphas and Betas with their own transport (Helicopters?! Hello!!! Majorly impractical Aldous Huxley!!!) is more of a difficult than stunting the growth of Epsilons of sleep conditioning babies into consumerism. Give or take a couple more centuries (or not) for governments and religious heads to fall into complete chaos and for dystopia to occur.

My favorite part of the book is the Controller's debate with John the Savage on civilization and why humanity had to come to such a point. A close second is the tour of the Hatchery and Conditioning Centre.

Much much more real than 1984's Big Brother, and an easy read to boot. I give this book the whole nine yards.


ReviewReviewReviewReviewSong For A FriendAug 21, '05 11:31 PM
for everyone
Category:Music
Genre: Pop
Artist:Jason Mraz
"well, you're magic", he said
but don't let it all go to your head
'cause i bet if you all had it all figured out
then you'd never get out of bed
well, no doubt
of all the things that i've read
what he wrote me
is now sounding like the man i was hoping
to be
i keep on keeping it real
'cause it keeps getting easier, he'll see
he's the reason that i'm laughing
even if there's no one else
he said, "you've got to lo-ove yourself"

you said, you shouldn't mumble when you speak
but keep your tongue up in your cheek
and if you stumble on to something better
remember that it's humble that you seek
you got all the skill you need,
individuality
you got something
call it gumption
call it anything you want
because when you play the fool now
you're only fooling everyone else
you're learning to lo-ove yourself

umm, yes you are
you are....
yes youuu...
you ooh
you oooh

there's no price to pay
when you give and what you take,
that's why it's easy to thank you
you...

you ooh ...
you oooh...
you...
you ooh ...
you oooh...

let's say take a break from the day
and get back to the old garage
because life's too short anyway
but at least it's better then average
as long as you got me
and i got you
you know we'll got a lot to go around
i'll be your friend
your other brother
another love to come and comfort you
and i'll keep reminding
if it's the only thing i ever do
i will always love
i will always love you
yes you
i will always, always, always, always love
i will always, always love
i will always, always love, love

ReviewReviewReviewReviewbeautiful eyesoreMay 3, '05 4:27 AM
for everyone
Category:Music
Genre: Reggae
Artist:gaucho
wooohoooo!!! i love this song! it's sooo... cute. like if a guy just made up a song from his head for the girl he kinda likes. but in a weird way. but it's really cute. although the way gaucho sings is a little confusing.

you are the noise in the night
a butterfly in flight
the solitary fatal sting
the sunrise in the morning
pain in my ass
the dew on the grass
cake on the kitchen floor

you're my beautiful eyesore
you're my beautiful eyesore

you are the garbage in the park
a match in the dark
a pothole in the landing strip
a vacancy in a crowded jeep
frozen blood in a freezer
spare change to a beggar
oil to a rusty door

you're my beautiful eyesore
you're my beautiful eyesore

you are the clicking in the courtroom
a golden-topped mushroom
a silence on the other line
march with some sunshine
a golden tooth, and a great white
a blind man's first sight

do i need to say some more
do i need to say some more

you're my beautiful eyesore
you're my beautiful beautiful beautiful eyesore

now when i wake up in the afternoon
all i think about is you
walking my way to the bathroom
and the jeepney too
you know all them crazy things i do them for you
try to hypnotize me
but it just won't do
i know i sound silly
flowing with this tune
but i guess you better listen
'cause we've only got till june

it's been a long time
since i answered you
and i hope that i could buy some time to be with you

you're my beautiful eyesore
you're my beautiful beautiful beautiful eyesore

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